still the same feeling

still talking about the same thing again..

lol

i guess my blog visitor also feel sien..
dunno lar..
i will try not to too mind about this..
haha..

just now this came on my mind "I Swear! If this happen again, I will walk away."
just now.. really is half way walk away..
but i still turn back cos maybe i feel that..
today is last day dee... will have sem break
don wan frenship break also..
haha..

but then, honestly, i really thought of telling them how i feel lo..
i mean like i doesn mean that secret should share with everyone.
but just don share infront of us wat..
as a third person,
when u looking at 2 of them laughing or talking secrets..
HOW DO U FEEL?

it just not a good habit la..
i m thinking whether should tell them or not
but maybe they already know this is not good..
then they just feel i m use to like that so they just continue..

i dunno
what kind of person am i for them la
but then..
no matter how..
somehow.. u also need to respect ur fren..
consider bout their feeling..

sometime i just feel that..
if u really wanna continue like this then just don ask us or don let us be in a gang la..
but i know this is very hard..
becos we same class..

n sometimes i also feel that whether he hate me not..
cos always ask me walk away like i m nobody..
lol.. excuse me!
if is joking i still take it serious lo =p
so
pls don like that treat ur fren.
think before you do =)

another thing..
i glad that got 1 person feel what i feel
i mean. he knows that i so mind is bcos
my 'best fren' rampas by others..

*im being more n more direct* lol

i really feel so at the very first time..
so..
i wonder my "best fren" will know or not
n if is really "best fren"..
maybe this wouldnt happen la..
so..

it is very complicated..
never thought of happy family will become
CoMpliCated family..